I know we will never be together.

True Love takes u off ur feet
U want to tell her all, but still cant speak
She makes a gesture for u to read
tell u something HONEY
I read it, knew it, felt it
but yet cant speak .....

When she looks at me, i just fall short of breathe,
her twinkiling eyes, her smile, her words, cant let her go off my sight
i think i am in heaven, and that she makes me feel,
i dunno, how it happened, when it happened,
but yes i feel ur need ....

I dunno what love is ... i will never be able to understand it ...

She asked me to choose from "love" and "sacrifice" .. i chose the latter ... well i dunno y i did so but maybe i have always been in the notion of understanding that "true love" has its fair share of sacrifices. This feeling is something new for me. It doesnt feel like me sometimes. I tell her u are like gravity. I try to go off yet u pull me back.
That moment she came close and the other she said .. i cant commit .. someone has waited for me since long .. how can i be so rude to such a nice guy and in todays world "noone waits for anyone". Guys i tell u for a few moments it was like "i dunno what was going around me" ... cant even put it in words. It was as if a bomb exploded and i was blown into proportions. and i asked her "You knew it .. then y u came so close to me ... cared about me ... loved me" and she siad "I dont have any answers" ....
Emotions changes shapes ... but in the inside they are the same .. some mould into something else while others hide in some remote corners of ur heart. Its just like as if u are the potter, life is a wheel and the clay are ur emotions. You try moulding it into shapes u like till the time u dont find the right shape and as its done ... thats it .... from the looks it may be something different but at the end its that clay only that took various shapes ...
Its the first time i feel someones need in my life but i know shez will never be around. I dont push my thoughts onto her .. i dont wanna make her weak ... "just keep smiling sweets" thats what i always tell her .....
"I know we will never be together."